I ain't a chain-smoker but when if smoke I smoke for those sensations that makes me patience, observant and relaxed.
This topic might be titbit for some of my close one but who cares what others say when you know you are in control of our actions.
There are some psychological things that propel me to smoke.
When I first tried smoking I used to inhale the smoke and exhale through my nose. sounds creepy, isn't it? At that time I didn't feel any sort of so-called relaxation and I left it there.
But as I grow up I came to know about the ways of smoking and tried it again just to experience how it feels. this time I felt relaxed and calm for an instant. this is the first case why I smoke.
Next one is little relatable with everyone. after my work gets complete and what should I do? I don't have any sort of things that engage me and make my time useful so the easy and simple task is you just go and smoke with your friends and acquire that sort of relaxation again.
When I want to concentrate on my task or in my blog I smoke again because I can think without caring about others, also in the time of finding a topic for my blog I smoke again as I can observe nature without any delusion.
When I am waiting for someone ( while waiting we have limited free time) nothing is there to do. At this time I want to smoke again just to kill my time as we all know waiting for somebody is the most boring task to be done.
I only smoke when I want to smoke no because somebody provokes me to smoke.
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